i found this from Ching's blogspot
the past few months i don't really agree with it
but i think i have to face the truth now
i have to admit
i can't do anythings to change your decision
i should not stopping you to explore your happiness and futures
if you found your true love in future, i hope i can accept it and wish u happy
this past few months i did alot things to change your mind
i know you are leaving Malaysia and continue your new lifestyle in US
at first, i hope we can continue our relationship after u leave
but.. my actions could't change your mind
my actions only will increase the impact between you and me
u do avoid me, reject me, and say something harsh
my heart are totally broke
i knew alot trouble around you, so i choose to stop outing with you
reduce sms-ing with you and try not to increase your trouble
just hope don't making you hating me and avoiding me..
but things din't change
you're still the same
always have a question in my mind
i was thinking. . . . .
(is it you still loving me? maybe you don't want both of us regret in the future, so u choose to leave me first and do somethings make me hate you and forgot you !?)
but i think i won't know the truth forever
what i have to agree is you really changed alot
you become more mature, intelligent, and controlling your emotion
you don't need a caring boyfriend around you anymore
last time you always say : ilovemyboyfriend because i care you all the time and i will appear when you need me!!
maybe now this is not my job anymore,
i wanted to do it, but alot of your friends can do better than me
1 week after you will leave Malaysia
i don't know how long you will back to Malaysia
or maybe i won't have a chance to meet with you anymore
but i believe
如果有缘
也许多年后的我们还是深爱着对方
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