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Seng Jee Heng, Isaac
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i found this from Ching's blogspot
the past few months i don't really agree with it
but i think i have to face the truth now
i have to admit
i can't do anythings to change your decision
i should not stopping you to explore your happiness and futures
if you found your true love in future, i hope i can accept it and wish u happy
this past few months i did alot things to change your mind
i know you are leaving Malaysia and continue your new lifestyle in US
at first, i hope we can continue our relationship after u leave
but.. my actions could't change your mind
my actions only will increase the impact between you and me
u do avoid me, reject me, and say something harsh
my heart are totally broke
i knew alot trouble around you, so i choose to stop outing with you
reduce sms-ing with you and try not to increase your trouble
just hope don't making you hating me and avoiding me..
but things din't change
you're still the same
always have a question in my mind
i was thinking. . . . .
(is it you still loving me? maybe you don't want both of us regret in the future, so u choose to leave me first and do somethings make me hate you and forgot you !?)
but i think i won't know the truth forever
what i have to agree is you really changed alot
you become more mature, intelligent, and controlling your emotion
you don't need a caring boyfriend around you anymore
last time you always say : ilovemyboyfriend because i care you all the time and i will appear when you need me!!
maybe now this is not my job anymore,
i wanted to do it, but alot of your friends can do better than me
1 week after you will leave Malaysia
i don't know how long you will back to Malaysia
or maybe i won't have a chance to meet with you anymore
but i believe
如果有缘
也许多年后的我们还是深爱着对方
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Seng Jee Heng, Isaac
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what a boring day
stare on my monitor screen for half an hour
a lot things go through my mind
our memories
our happiness
our love
all the things make me smile & make me cry
all gone
maybe this is just part of my life
i know we have to move on
but what you think are not i want
i still have to accept
my feeling are confused
i can't stop thinking of you
every night can't fall in sleep
i choose hang out with my friend every night
get myself tired and fall in sleep
my life goes bad
i was finding something to motivate me
i don't even know what is it
maybe the thing is you
i just need a friend to talk with me in my lonely night
and i think the person is you
stare on my monitor screen for half an hour
a lot things go through my mind
our memories
our happiness
our love
all the things make me smile & make me cry
all gone
maybe this is just part of my life
i know we have to move on
but what you think are not i want
i still have to accept
my feeling are confused
i can't stop thinking of you
every night can't fall in sleep
i choose hang out with my friend every night
get myself tired and fall in sleep
my life goes bad
i was finding something to motivate me
i don't even know what is it
maybe the thing is you
i just need a friend to talk with me in my lonely night
and i think the person is you
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Seng Jee Heng, Isaac
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我不會怪你 對我的偽裝
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽 而你纖細善良
怎能讓你 為了我被碰傷
小小的手掌 厚厚的溫暖
你總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想 透過你的眼光
我才看見 它原來在前方
*沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使 唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望
小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也會象你一樣飛翔
最想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保護 笑容儘管燦爛
沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使 唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望
要不是你出現 我一定還在沉睡
絕望的以為 生命只有黑夜
沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使 唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望
