The Sky is The Limit

alot things happened last week.. finally the thing i can't control and stop are happened.. i tried my best to redeem, but.. that's only one's own wishful thinking..

still remember last time how we know each other, how we treat each other, how we care each other and how we love each other?? that's is my part of life !!

i never have this kind of relationship before.. now u said u want to abandon.. i really not reconcile to..

i try to hide my emotion.. try to pretend i'm happy and open minded.. everytime my friend ask me about this.. i can't answer them directly.. it's suffering..

we both are selfish.. always hope can fulfill ownself wishes.. your reason is not strong enough.. why don't let me hold your hand until the day you leaving?? that's only call "try our best"
actually having long distance relationship also not that hard only.. u already choose ur road.. i din oppose also.. but.. why u have to give up me and fulfill ur wishes?? i felt so unfair..

now the only things i can do is make u happy and i will try to endure the agony.. i scare 1 day u will antipathy.. try not to keep away from me.. i know u won't so cruelheart..

try take sometime to understand my thinking.. i will respect ur decision.. i always love you.. you are the best things in my life !!




JeeHenG